'Goodbye to Romance'

Yesterday has been and gone
Tomorrow will I find the sun
or will it rain
Everybody's having fun except me I'm the lonely one
I live in shame

I said goodbye to romance [yeah]
Goodbye to friends, I tell you
Goodbye to all the past
I guess that we'll meet,
we'll meet in the end

I've been the king, I've been the clown
now broken wings can't hold me down
I'm free again
The jester with the broken crown
It won't be me this time around
to love in vain

I said goodbye to romance [yeah]
Goodbye to friends, I tell you
Goodbye to all the past
I guess that we'll meet,
we'll meet in the end

and I feel the time is right although I know that you just might say to me
what you gonna do
what you gonna do

But I have to check this chance
goodbye to friends and to romance
And to all of you
And to all of you

Come on now!

I said goodbye to romance [yeah]
Goodbye to friends, I tell you
Goodbye to all the past
I guess that we'll meet,
we'll meet in the end

and the winter is looking fine
and I think the sun will shine again
and I feel I've cleaned my mind
all the past is left behind again

I said goodbye to romance [yeah]
goodbye to friends, I tell you
goodbye to all the past
I guess that we'll meet,
we'll meet in the end.

-Lisa Loeb-

HaNNaH's Life Report part 1

So..it really has been a long time since I posted anything here..In fact it really has been a while since I last visited this page of mine..Gosh what have I been doing..To say I'm busy studying..I dun really think so considering I have nothing for all my three major assignment..So what actually have I been doing lately..huh..
Better list out some of the things that I did or happened to me in this last few weeks..

Things that have happened to ME...

~James Ruse Agricultural High School~
Yup..such a wonderful yet tiring experience..I went to this school with Wanee, Ana, Durra n Shim for our EDUC390 school observation. Yeah I had to wake up so very early in the morning, catch a couple of buses n end up getting dizzy for 8 straight days..juz imagine.. 8 DAYS!!!!!!!!
Even tho it was a bit tiring (yeah ended up sleeping like a pig everynite for 8 days), it's still a nice experience for me..It's not like you always have a chance to go to the school full with 'gifted' students.. n beside the librarian (Natasha) was so very nice to us..I mean like VERY NICE..huhuhu
Aside from memories, I've also ended up with other things from that school..things like sunburn (thanks to some of the teachers who asked us to stay in the field under the bright sun)..yeah..really frustrating..I wished I had my umbrella with me at that time..Oh yeah n another thing..I got blister..thanks to my shoes (the shoes that is especially bought for the school observation)..Gosh..I still hurt till now..

~Internet Problem~
AGAIN???
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME? oh wait..or should I say WHAT IS WRONG WITH THIS INTERNET?
Basically this is the reason why I haven't been visiting this page lately..I've been SPEED-LIMITED..Fine, I really understand if u wanted to SPEED-LIMITED me after I used all my download limits..But do u really have to SPEED-LIMITED me even after I recharge my account?? Is that even right???
Okay maybe it was my fault (not entirely I mean)..Maybe it's wrong for me for not being patient enough..I should've waited until my account expired before I recharge it..hehehe (let that be a reminder for me)..Gosh I really should learn to be patient..

~I'm Fat~
Yup..no mistake in that..Ever since I got back from NZ, I've only been to the gym twice..Imagine that..I've been here for more that a month now, but I've only been to the gym twice..now that's what I call absurd..silly me..no wonder I'm fat..or should I say a giant in my family n extended one...gosh..this is terrible..

~Getting Lazy~
It's getting worse...I have three majors assignments n I've only looked at one of it..I haven't even started at that one..Now just how am I supposed to start with the other two......HELP!!! I need a yeongwoong...This is ridiculous..How come I seem to have a lot of time watching dramas, movies, mv, listen to songs but not studying????this is so very wrong..This kinda things is not suppose to happen..NO NO NO...

WHAT IN THE WORLD AM I DOING??..I should be reading Lieberson & Curry's journal right now, but here I am complaining that I dun have time to study..Now just how absurd is that..geez..I better stop now...(I really wanted to read this journal, but it seems that my eyes won't co-operate..WHAT AM I TO DO??)

Just a little something..
[The James Team]

[Ana-Robin-Wanee-Durra-Natasha-Ted-Hannah]

Yup..I'm 22 today~~

So, it has been 22 years since I've come to this world..Thanks mom (for ur hard work, if u know what i mean)..
A lot of things been seen n been done..
A lot of smiles, laughters n tears have been shared with people around me (and myself alone)..
A lot of memories have been collected..
Meeting new people n losing some people (a very fair play)..

But thank God, I haven't lost my way..
And today..since it's my birthday (9 May), I've decided to make some new resolutions..
I've called it..

~MY BIRTHDAY RESOLUTIONS~

Here they are:
1. To be a better person in general
2. To respect people (which is to care n to love them)
3. To appreciate and treasure family, friends, things, etc.
4. To not lose my temper easily
5. To never lose hope n faith in anything n everything
6. To be thankful with what I've got
7. To stop doing things that I might regret later in life
8. To not stop being who I am and never lose my waay
9. To be a good daughter, sister, niece, aunt, friends n etc
10. To lose some weights...

That's all that I can think of right now.
I purposely listed 10 things, but they're not in any particular order..

So, gosh I'm kinda dizzy right now and I dunno what to write anymore..
Oh yeah, before I forget, Thanks guys for singing birthday songs, the present, the card, the cake, the meals, the wishes n everything..thanks..really appreciate it...luv u guys..muah muah..

Me? Crying over a Malay Movie??

Yup..I did..and I couldn't believe it myself..but as I said earlier..I DID!!

After a recommendation from Mieza n another recommendation from Jaime, I decided to look for the movie..n so last nite I streamed it in youtube, but it was already midnite n I was so very sleepy so I decided to just download it..

N this evening..when I was about to watch it myself, suddenly it occured to me

"THERE'S NO WAY ON EARTH I'M WATCHING A MALAY MOVIE ALONE, ESPECIALLY NOT THIS KINDA MOVIE"

So I called Pari n Wanee n asked them to if they're interested in watching..n thank GOD they were..So the 3 of us watched the movie in Wanee's room..

The first half of the movie was kinda hillarious..but it was the second half that made us scream, shout, yell n anything of that sort..fatin even wrote 'when housemates menggila' in her ym status, which actually referred to us..hahaha
But seriously, I was crying the whole time..n my eyes were swollen..Gosh, such a heartbreaking movie...

I know I'm alwayd crying watching any movies, but not Malay movie..However this time, I actually cried..Gosh it's actually kinda embarrassing to admit it..haha but who cares..moo seun..

Oh yeah..the movie is actually 'qabil kushry qabil igam' (not really sure bout the spelling tho)..

can't believe i'm actually writing an entry after watching that movie..
geez I'm a FREAK~~

Student Life is Nothing but BUSY-ness

After two weeks of break from uni life, here I am again..back at uni..
And this time with heavier workloads..

Yesterday, me and my group (jaime, wanee n farah) had our LING312 presentation..which we only had one week to prepare. Thankfully everything went smooth (I guess, but maybe not that smooth considering I forgot to mention some of my points). It was kinda frustrating a bit. Imagine, we'd practiced like a gazilion of time, and it all ended in just less than an hour. Huh!!! But at least, it's done. Now I can concentrate in other stuff..

Okay.. so now I really should be focusing on the 'effective teaching' assignment. But weirdly, for some reasons I still have time to do other stuff (stuff that I shouldn't be doing..like facing laptop all day..huhu or facing wanee's laptop..hahaha). Enough is enough..

I really should start now. I only have a few days before this assignment is due..

HANNAH aja aja!! hwaiting~~


[HaNNaH]