Saturday, March 31, 2007

So I Bleed; And I Bleed; No More

OH SHOT!!
was my first reaction when I saw two of my fingers were covered with blood.

The story began like this..
I was watching korean drama 'Sweet 18' while lying on my bed. I switched off the light so as to concentrate watching the drama. Suddenly as I was watching, I felt like there was water in my left ear. I just wiped it with my fingers cos I thought it was just water from my 'wuduk' earlier. I ignored it for quite sometime. But then the water won't stop as it continued to come out. I started to get frustrated cos it really was disturbing. Then I accidently brought my fingers in front of the laptop and realised that my fingers were darker than usual. Quickly I switched on the light and saw my fingers were RED. In shock, I ran to the bathroom and saw there were BLOOD in my ear. So that was it. Oh yeah, there were BLOOD on my pillowcase too. I was kinda scared but compared to scare I was more frustrated. Imagine, I had to sleep with tissue in my ear until morning. It was so very UNCOMFORTABLE.. Thank GOD when I woke up this morning the bleeding had stopped.

That's all my story for today..

[HaNNaH]

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

Never Listen 2 ur EVIL THOUGHTS

Last nite I called my mum and told her about my super nice experience of donating blood. To my surprise, she wasn't really happy about it. In fact she scolded me n lectured me throughout the conversation. She told me that my first time donating will also be my last..
I was kinda sad especially when I was planning to donate more blood in June..Suddenly it occured to me.. It's not like my mum is here, it's not like she's going to find out if I donated blood again. So If I didn't tell her, she wouldn't know..(evil..evil)

But this morning, I was checking my friendster message and suddenly I felt like reading one of the forwarded message..
BANG!! I was shot right between the eyes..
Here's the actual message..

Daripada Abdul Rahman Bin Samurah ra berkata,
Nabi Muhammad saw bersabda:"Sesungguhnya aku telah mengalami mimpi-mimpi yang menakjubkan pada malam aku sebelum di Israqkan........"
1. Aku telah melihat seorang dari umatku telah di datang oleh malaikatul maut dengan keadaan yg amat mengerunkan untuk mengambil nyawanya, maka malaikat itu terhalang perbuatannya itu disebabkan oleh KETAATAN DAN KEPATUHANNYA KEPADA KEDUA IBUBAPANYA.
2. Aku melihat seorang dari umatku telah disediakan azab kubur yang amat menyeksakan, diselamatkan oleh berkat WUDUKNYA YANG SEMPURNA.
3. Aku melihat seorang dari umatku sedang dikerumuni oleh syaitan-syaitan dan iblis-iblis lakhnatullah, maka ia diselamatkan dengan berkat ZIKIRNYA YANG TULUS IKHLAS kepada Allah.
4. Aku melihat bagaimana umatku diseret dengan rantai yang diperbuat daripada api neraka jahanam yang dimasukkan dari mulut dan dikeluarkan rantai tersebut ke duburnya oleh malaikat Ahzab,tetapi SOLATNYA YANG KHUSUK DAN TIDAK MENUNJUK-NUNJUK telah melepaskannya dari seksaan itu.
5. Aku melihat umatku ditimpa dahaga yang amat berat, setiap kali dia mendatangi satu telaga di halang dari meminumnya, ketika itu datanglah pahala PUASANYA YANG IKHLAS KEPADA ALLAH SWT memberi minum hingga ia merasa puas.
6. Aku melihat umatku cuba untuk mendekati kumpulan para nabi yang sedang duduk berkumpulan-kumpulan, setiap kali dia datang dia akan diusir, maka menjelmalah MANDI JUNUB DENGAN RUKUN YANG SEMPURNANYA sambil kekumpulanku seraya duduk disebelahku.
7. Aku melihat seorang dari umatku berada di dalam keadan gelap gelita di sekelilingnya, sedangkan dia sendiri di dalam keadaan binggung, maka datanglah pahala HAJI DAN UMRAHNYA YANG IKHLAS KEPADA ALLAH SWT lalu mengeluarkannya dari kegelapan kepada tempat yang terang - benderang.
8. Aku melihat umatku cuba berbicara dengan golongan orang mukmin tetapi mereka tidakpun membalas bicaranya, maka menjelmalah SIFAT SILATURRAHIMNYA DAN TIDAK SUKA BERMUSUH-MUSUHAN SESAMA UMATKU lalu menyeru kepada mereka agar menyambut bicaranya, lalu berbicara mereka dengannya.
9. Aku melihat umatku sedang menepis-nepis percikan api ke mukanya,maka segeralah menjelma pahala SEDEKAHNYA YANG IKHLAS KERANA ALLAH SWT lalu menabir muka dan kepalanya dari bahaya api tersebut.

Then I realise, I can't do it and I mustn't do it!!

Friday, March 23, 2007

Would u tell 'white lies' to donate blood??

~MY FIRST TIME FOR LIFE EXPERIENCE~
During Interview
"Do u take a lot of water this morning dear?"
"Yes"
"Oh, what have u eaten and drink today?"
"I drank more than a glass of water n had a few biscuits"
"Oh, I'm afraid that's not enough. You should drink at least 4 glasses of water. I don't think u should..."
"Actually I think I drank more than that. I think I drank more than 4 glasses."

On the donation bed
"Do you take a lot of water today?"
"Yup..More than a bottle"
"You should take more. Your blood is flowing quite slow"

I didn't mean to lie. But it just happened.
It was my first time ever donating blood n I was kinda excited (n nervous n anxious too).
The thought of not being able to donate blood because I didn't drink a lot of water scared me.
So, unintentionally I had to lie.
Other than that, I think donating blood is quite fun. No wonder Judy enjoy it so much. The needle was quite big but it didn't hurt much. And watching my blood flowing outside my body is kinda cool too..Haha (psycho)..

YEAH...I've DONATED BLOOD AT LAST

Anyway, that's not the main point. The main point is that I was able to see 'abang tongkat' again. He was standing not far from me when one of the nurses was trying to get a sample of my blood. Basically I wasn't really paying much attention to her when she poked a hole on my finger. I was just so busy looking at 'abang tongkat'..hahha dunno if I'd be able to see him after this..

[HaNNaH]

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

I've Been TaGGeD

Here it goes..10 things I hate about you..juz kidding..

10 THINGS I'VE EATEN TODAY

So, from morning till midnight huh..

1. A Bit of Doritos
2. A Bowl of Grapes
3. A Bowl of Tomyum Noodle with 'telur dadar'
4. Hot Chocolate
5. Another Bowl of Tomyum Noodle with 'telur dadar' n 'ikan bilis'
6. Another Bowl of Grapes
7. Yougart

Oh shot..I still need 3 more things..
Does plain water count?

8, 9 n 10. Plain water..

My so called diet!! Yeah rite..


I wanna tag
Wanee!!

[HaNNaH]

Sunday, March 18, 2007

I'm Addicted...

Yeah..
IT'S OFFICIAL
I'M TOTALLY ADDICTED TO


PRINCE WHO TURNS INTO A FROG
I'm totally in love with the characters n the storyline..
It's so cute that I'll start to smile whenever I remember the story..
~~I miss DANG OU~~




Saturday, March 17, 2007

6 weird things bout HaNNaH~

So, I've been tagged huh..
Fine, I'll try to think of some weird things bot me. But I Bet it won't be hard..considering I, myself is a FREAK!!
Okay, so here's the list..

1. I find this one is the weirdest of all..The fact that I like to think a lot, but I'm not really sure what in the world am I thinking about. Most of the time I think I'm thinking about something, but I just dunno what is it..It's weird huh? Sometime, I even got a headache thinking of what I'm thinking..

2. This second one is kinda weird either..I really like to smile and laugh when I'm alone. I'm not saying that I'm nut..It's just that I couldn't stop myself from lauging n smiling whenever I 'm havng a happy thought especially when I recalled scenes from dramas n movies that I like..So next time when u see me smiling, giggling, laughing or grinning by myself, please just ignore it..

3. I also like to do stupid n silly stuff. But usually I'll only realise bout the silliness after I did that stupid things. And when I realise it, I always wishe that I could just go back in time n knocked myself hard on the head. I've so many silly stuff that I dun think I should mention here or else I'll be a laughing stock for the rest of my life..So, it's much better if I just keep it all to myself okay.

4. What else..Okay, another weird thing about me is that I like to just do nothing..I'll sit or maybe lie on my bed adn just do nothing..there's nothing much to describe about this one..let's just proceed to the next thing..

5. Some people may not find this weird, but my family does..The fact that I like to laugh and cry while watching dramas or movies as if I'm in it really freak them out..Okay I admit it, sometimes I do get carried away..But what can I do? That's just me being myself..

6. What else?? Is there anything that I haven't mentioned..Hurmmm let me think (I know what I'm thinking about this time okay)..I know..another weird thing about me is that, I like to be different. I dunno why but I've always tried to make myself different from others..I know I've never really succeeded but I'm gonna keep on trying..hahha

I'm done rite..I've listed 6..That should be enough..Gosh it really is a hard work to list those 6 things..I'm never gonna do it again..

Monday, March 12, 2007

I think I have an 'OLD MAN SYNDROME'

Sounds really funny isn't it since I'm actually a girl.
But I think I really have this syndrome.
Actually I learnt about this syndrome from a korean show. A symptom that shows one have this syndrome is one tends to get fat easily. Now that's me.
No matter what I do, I'll get fat very easily. That's just me. I can go on a diet for a few days and maybe lose some weight, but once I start eating normally, I'll get fat again..Funny isn't it. But that's just a fact that I must live with!

Wednesday, March 07, 2007

I just dunno what i want!

I woke up one day and realise that I dunno what I want. For some reasons my mind went blank. I dunno what I want and I can't decide what I want.
Then it occured to me. Isn't that just how I live my everyday life for the past 21 years. YES. That's how my life is. I live day to day hoping for people to make a decision for me. Back in school, I used to have my friends to make up my mind for me. At home I have my parents and my siblings to do that for me. Yeah, I still remembered how they made me choose this course that I'm studying. Not to say that they forced me or anything back then (thank GOD..oh I miss you guys a lot). It's just that I really need to depend on other people. I dunno why, but I guess I'm just not confident enough to make my owh decision or maybe because I dun really trust myself. Kinda funny huh..But that's just who I am. So every now and then I will have to consult other people whenever facing any junctions in my life..

Okay enough of that crap..Let's just talk about other stuff like the Internet maybe.. Yeah, internet has been quite unstable lately..like right now I'm actually at the uni instead of my room.. Thanks to startech..I have to use the internet in the tepit centre. Not only that, I also have to postpone my download project. This is terrible. How am I suppose to live my life peacefully if this kinda thing happens to often? GEEZ........