I just dunno what i want!

I woke up one day and realise that I dunno what I want. For some reasons my mind went blank. I dunno what I want and I can't decide what I want.
Then it occured to me. Isn't that just how I live my everyday life for the past 21 years. YES. That's how my life is. I live day to day hoping for people to make a decision for me. Back in school, I used to have my friends to make up my mind for me. At home I have my parents and my siblings to do that for me. Yeah, I still remembered how they made me choose this course that I'm studying. Not to say that they forced me or anything back then (thank GOD..oh I miss you guys a lot). It's just that I really need to depend on other people. I dunno why, but I guess I'm just not confident enough to make my owh decision or maybe because I dun really trust myself. Kinda funny huh..But that's just who I am. So every now and then I will have to consult other people whenever facing any junctions in my life..

Okay enough of that crap..Let's just talk about other stuff like the Internet maybe.. Yeah, internet has been quite unstable lately..like right now I'm actually at the uni instead of my room.. Thanks to startech..I have to use the internet in the tepit centre. Not only that, I also have to postpone my download project. This is terrible. How am I suppose to live my life peacefully if this kinda thing happens to often? GEEZ........