Saturday, June 16, 2007

'ending' Is it really that SAD??

It's so early in the morning (nearing dawn I guess), but here I am..writing yet another entry despite hiding under my quilt..The rain is quite heavy outside..I dun think I'll be able to sleep soundly with the sound of the raindrops..so rather than forcing myself to sleep and have swollen eyes when I wake up..I guess I've made a brilliant decision to stay awake until now..At least I've managed to finish three eps of One Tree Hill..and I think I'm going to watch the final episode after this..

Actually the real reason I'm writing this entry is because of a sudden realization..I was just sitting here watching OTH when suddenly I felt this sudden rush of sadness (at least I think so)..Wait, I'm quite certain it wasn't because of OTH (very sure)..In fact I think it's because of the korean drama (Goong S) that me n Wanee just finished watching earlier..Well not specifically because of the drama..but more to the idea that we've reached the ending of the drama..I realise that I'll get a bit sad whenever I'll reach the ending of any drama or series..I'm not really sure why..but it just happened..that's why sometimes after I've finished watching a drama it'll took me a while before I'm ready to watch another drama..weird huh...

In fact this doesn't only apply to watching the ending of any drama or series..I guess I do get sad when things end..things like school (sad because I know things will surely change after that), friendship, etc.. and sometimes it'll take me quit a while before I can actually move on..

But hey..I'm pretty sure I'm not the only one feeling this way..oh wait but this doesn't not really apply to lectures or classes..cos for those kinda things I really can't wait to reach the end..hahaha

oh well..I guess that's just me writing crap...my nature or maybe human nature..
I really hope that this feeling that I'm feeling right now will disappear after writing this..it's kinda terrible..n uncomfortable..

I get sad when...things come to an END..



that's it for now...need to start watching OTH now..

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