A slap on my face yet again..
I'm not that stupid yet I got cheated yet so many times. I want to trust the person but he is just so very hard to trust. I think it is not possible for me to really trust him again whole-heartedly. I've been warned so I'm quite prepared for this. Besides, I've experienced this so many times that there are times I feel like this thing is expected. He will not stop doing this. So now, I do listen to his sweet talk..just listen and never take it to the heart. What's the point of believing those words when it is said to everyone else as well. Those words have lost all it worth. Cheap. Can be said to everyone so easily..
So, I'm terribly sorry..you can do whatever you want from now on. Message all the girls you want, call them, ym them, fb them and maybe meet them. I could not care less. And I will never take my revenge for lowering myself to your level is the last thing I want to do. Do whatever you want. You may think I'm an idiot but I just couldn't care less. We will never work anyway.
As of now I just want to have you as friend. Someone I can call and share my problems and maybe nag a little. Someone I can talk crap to when I couldn't talk to other people. A company. Hopefully nothing more than that.
Sorry
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