I'm so frustrated today..and if i don't control myself hard i may end up doing things that i'll regret later (not serious stuff tho)..
No, I'm not an understanding person and don't expect me to be one.why do i have to do things your way?always?I hate you..and I hate myself for not being able to get away from you.
As of now, I really wish that we are not contacting each other.No call, no messages, no email, no nothing..That way you'll get all the rest that you need without have to listen to me complaining and nagging.Gosh
Last night I didn't feel so well so I thought you could console me.But what did I get in return "plz understand me"..Have you ever tried to understand me??Have you??Do you even know why I like to call you?
I called you because I needed company the most.It's been like that for a long time.And I thought that is something you can easily give me..But it turns out that it's the last thing that you can give me..I didn't call you to share stories..I called you because I want to talk to someone and have someone talking back at me..But you only asked me to talk..You have no idea how disappointed I was..Feels like I'm too NEEDY while you don't need me at all..
You know what, things will change from today onward..I won't be the old me whether you like it or not..If you like it you can stay..If you don't you are free to leave and find someone else..
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